Your routine is demanding and if you want to make big bucks, trust your luck and go with the flow. You will be happy with it.
You’re taking extra pressure. The problems are far less than you feared in your career. Make an effort, and everything will fall back in place.
You’re a human and bound to make mistakes. Your partner should understand this without straining your love life. Talk about it.
Your wallet is a yawning void. But that is no excuse to give up and shed tears. Money matters will get easier with time. Just wait!