If you keep working on small, simple tasks instead of applying and challenging yourself, then you will end up becoming frustrated and hate your work even more. Tell your seniors you’re ready for greater things.
Your love life might not be going so well these days, but look at this as a learning opportunity. It is essential to realize what your limitations are so you can work to get around them and improve before entering an even serious relationship the next time.
You have been letting money limit you and rule you for far too long. Don’t live according to your bank balance, because that’s always going to fluctuate. Instead, learn to find happiness in other places that don’t require any money.